I have been wondering when it stop, when does it started to go wrong. It was my mistake or it was your? Or it was our mistake? I dont even know now... Im holding here living my life as normal but at the same time feeling so empty. And I wonder sometimes if Im doing a mistake... if instead of making things right Im just making them worst. I still cant explain to myself how I changed so much.
I used to be a quiet person and that was at some time a virtue but at the same time is a pain like now. But then if I say too much its just the same thing a pain... so how do I suppose to make a balance when its ok to say everything but at the same time is bad.
I opened my mouth once... and it didnt went well so I choose to shut up, not like other times but just keep my thought to me... to just dont hurt the people around me. But guess what... I just hurt them the same way.
I wanna be the person you want me to be... but at the same time I dont want things to be the way they used to. But I dont know whats right... if to be away from you or if be there just not the same way like always. But then I dont understand you. The look of you eyes, the way you talk and the way you act are all different. And I dont know which one to follow, and I get all confuse, I make myself a maze, and I just turn out to be this really messy puzzle no one not even me understand.
 Sweet`Angel · Mon Mar 05, 2007 @ 10:09pm · 0 Comments |
