It was yesterday... I saw the face of the person that hurt me the most in my entire life... the person I havent found the heart to forgive him to all he do to my life... He wanted to be a dad, a friend... but he finish being my enemy the last person I wanted to talk... the one that didnt let me feel like I wanted to feel... the one who fill me with lies and with a false emotion... the one who puts a smile just to make everything look right when nothing was right...
I didnt know how I was going to react at that moment but suddenly he appear at my door and smile... and I dont know why I kinda got scared... scared of that smile that for many years was the reason of my tears... and I just was there timidly smiling back just to give my sister what I couldnt have, a divorce parents and family who gets well after all that happen.
If I have take it easy all this time is for her and for my mother (even when sometimes she doesnt deserved it) but I just want to be able to bring some peace to the house even when Im the cause of all problems...
I just dont wanna remember it anymore but it just dont get out of my mind
Sweet`Angel · Mon Mar 27, 2006 @ 11:09pm · 3 Comments |