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What is a friend? Lately, I've gotten fed up with my friends and almost everyone around me. (Except Alex. He makes me so happy) I'm sick of beening ignored, made fun of, made into jokes, forgotten, and simply not noticed. I am tired of using the line, "What am I, chopped liver?" and then getting yes. I want respect, but almost no one gives it to me when I deserve it! I just want to rip some people into shreads. Everyday, "Welcome to My Life" gets more and more like my life. I know I'm different than other people, but that doesn't mean I don't have feelings! I no longer laugh at the so called "jokes". Why is it so hard to get the respect I worked so hard to earn?! At this point I just want to be noticed! And not forgotten or ignored!! If I say something, no one listens. Then, someone else will say the same thing and THEY get listened to!!! I tell them I already said that and they don't even answer! It's like I don't exist!! ARGH! It really hurts that I'm not respected or noticed or remembered. I bet if I died, no one would remember my funeral, miss my presence, or remember I was dead!!!! What does it take?

Posted by: radrad 123 Wed Mar 29, 2006 @ 05:21pm

92% of teens would be dead if Abercrombie & Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe
Put this in your sig if you are the 8% who would be laughing.

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RolandTheWicked
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Commented on: Wed Apr 05, 2006 @ 01:13am


	new friends... ones who will notice you and listen to you. but hell, what do i know, i dont have any true friends, but that doesnt bother me. im sure they will care if you die, anyone with a heart would, as for being forgotten, its very likly, i asked my friends that if i died would they remember me. their answer was 'no, there is nothing i have to remeber you with.'

Commented on: Tue Apr 11, 2006 @ 05:09pm


	OH. That is terrible. I'm sorry. I'd remember you though. 3nodding

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purplepurplefreak
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Commented on: Thu Oct 05, 2006 @ 11:16pm


	You might want to talk to yuor friends and listen to what they have to say, it could help your relationship with them, if they won't listen, get new friends

Commented on: Sun Nov 05, 2006 @ 05:53pm


	1. What's different about Alex? I don't see Alex treating you with any more concern than other people. Hn. 2. Don't rip people apart! You have to be patient with others; don't threaten to rip them apart just because some people ignore you. 3. Don't take out your frustration on everybody. Is it everybody that ignores you, or just a few people? Do I ignore you? I have a strong feeling that your sister doesn't ignore you, either. Talk to her. Even if you two aren't the greatest of friends, you should remember that she's your sister, and she's there for you when you need it....and you KNOW she's nowhere near as annoying as my brother. 4. Um...You're really hard to forget.

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