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Through might, mind, and strength..... I deserve no explanation, niether should you.......


Ballet_Folk_Dancer
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moving=depression
ok, so as most of u ppl know, im moving... crying
here are the details:
WHEN: as soon as our house sells which could be anytime from the first week of july to the middle of august. no matter what, im staying to the end of the school year and no later than the middle of august. cry
WHERE: Hannibal, Missouri I know!! thats a LONG way from here!!! its like forever and a half away from my HOME here in California. and dont you just think of cannibal when you hear hannible? i sure do... plus, its redneck state! i'll be surrounded by rednecks with southern accents!!! i cant take it!! i dont want to end up talking like them!!
WHY: because my dad got a better job. the whole reason we are moving is because the company (CEMEX, yes i will openly curse them) that he is at now is seriously going to kill him if he doesnt leave, they are working him waaaay too hard, he just cannot take it anymore. so he found a better job, but its in missouri. and the worst thing is: CEMEX bought over my dad's company about a year ago and ever since they have been there, my dad has hated his job, a job he used to love. so he said quote "if CEMEX hadnt taken over my company, i would have been perfectly happy to stay here, never move, and retire here once you (heather) graduated from highschool". when he told me that, i cryed so hard! cry I HATE CEMEX!!! evil if it wasnt for them, i would be staying here!
CAN I KIDNAP U AND KEEP U HERE?: yes, plz do, i dont want to leave!
WORST THING ABOUT IT ALL: i have to leave my boyfriend who i love with all my heart heart and i have to leave my second family- my friends.

whenever i think of Missouri, i think of an old wooden grey house, with a porch out front and an old guy, sitting in a rocking chair playing the banjo with a rifle lying next to him!! confused

i hate this all, i dont want to go!! crying sweatdrop





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Vintage Twinkie
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comment Commented on: Sat May 06, 2006 @ 03:50am
Oh, God!

I'm so sorry, Heather!
That's horrible...
Moving is hard to take, especially when its brought about by a job (that's why I had to move, too), and when you've grown up in the place you're moving away from.

You'll make new friends pretty quick, if that's any solace.
I'm here for you to talk to!!

Missouri's not too redneck; its more Southern Royalty, isn't it? You know, with the big plantations and such?

Does your dad think your house will sell before the end of the school year?


comment Commented on: Sat May 06, 2006 @ 06:48am
I'm gonna miss you so much Heather! Soo much! No more treasures....I can't stand thinking about it...you better coem and visit us darn it!

If you want, I can teach you a southern accent. xp I'm getting pretty good at it.



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Ballet_Folk_Dancer
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comment Commented on: Sun May 07, 2006 @ 03:40am
naya- NO NO NO!!! dont teach me!!! NOOOO! i dont want to talk like them!! i am and always will be a california girl (even though i was born in arizona... confused )
annon- thnx, ya it will be hard. as far as making friends go, i hope i will make some soon, but i suck at making friends... im too shy... well, i dont think we r putting our house on the market until like, next month, so i dont think it will sell b4 school is over, but my dad has to be in Missouri to report to his first day of work on June first.
lina- ya im sure its pretty there, but this is my HOME! its sooo beautiful here! ya, its not the worst place i can go, but its still prety bad, in my opinion. as far as the heat goes, dammit! i dont like living in the heat! i like it everynow and then, but i love living in the cold. during the summer there it is hot and humid. where as here, we dont know how the weather will be, like this winter just keeps going, i love that!
blah... crying


comment Commented on: Mon May 08, 2006 @ 03:55am
Hahaha...I was born in Arizona, too, but I feel like a California girl!

Oh, gosh...I was so afraid my first day of school at the new one. I'm really shy when I've never met people before, but I'm sure there'll be people to draw you out. (I had my mom embarrass the crap out of me, so everybody felt bad for me and was nice to me.)

How big is the town you're moving to?



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love!ispain!
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comment Commented on: Mon May 08, 2006 @ 11:53pm
crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying why!!! i dont want you to leave........ill kidnapp you......


comment Commented on: Tue May 09, 2006 @ 01:52am
then do it bryce! kidnap me! ill be waiting....



Ballet_Folk_Dancer
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love!ispain!
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comment Commented on: Thu May 11, 2006 @ 12:38am
i just talked to you about it today and u didnt want to cuz ur paretns would flip....... crying i would....


comment Commented on: Thu May 11, 2006 @ 04:07am
kidnap me for good then! b4 i leave! thats what i thought you meant...
anyone...anyone kidnap me!



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love!ispain!
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comment Commented on: Thu May 11, 2006 @ 03:37pm
would u really want me to?


comment Commented on: Sat May 13, 2006 @ 12:54am
oh, thats gonna make me cry lina! but thanks, ur right heart
bryce- if it meant that i could be with you, then yes



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comment Commented on: Sun May 14, 2006 @ 06:48pm
im going to miss you heather, but who am i gonna bash steingrube with


comment Commented on: Sat May 27, 2006 @ 05:14pm
would u really wanna do that?? just to be with me??



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Ballet_Folk_Dancer
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comment Commented on: Mon May 29, 2006 @ 12:15am
yes, i want to be with you as long as possible bryce. i love you so much and its kills me to know that we will have to move on once i leave crying ....

the only down side to this is, if u kidnapped me, you would probably get caught and would go to jail (or Juvie or something)...

when i leave bryce, please, please remember that i love you and always will. you have made a bigger impact on my life than you think (a good impact)... heart


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