My luck at avoiding my love problems soon faded. none of the girls didn't want me to make out with anymore, they all wanted me to make a choice, one imparticular girl. Jup was getting antsy about me staying single and she said she wouldn't hang on anylonger until I made a choice. Sitting me down alone one night she put me on the spot.
"Hawk, enough games. Who do you want to be with?"
"uhhh..." I had already cut down the twenty something girls who wanted to be with me to three. Jupiter, Curly and White. I fell in love with tiger after that one incident when I killed her. She reminded me so much of my first love Kiiarah that sometimes I thought maybe I was given a second chance to make things right but with a new girl. Curly I had grown to like because she really help me get over Luv. She listen to the problems I had and how I felt. She was like no one I ever knew before... she really cared. The attraction I had for Jupiter was the way she acted like she didn't give a ********. In a way she reminded me of myself and thats the one person I loved more than anything at the time.
Right there on the spot I was force to make a decision between the three. I dropped of Jupiter because maybe I didn't want to go out with some one like myself because I knew I did a lot of bad things. So now my decision was between Curly and white. I had recently found out the White was WAY to young for me... and that would be the deciding factor.
"I choose Curly." I said and I told her the reasons why. "Besides all that stuff." she insisted. "Who.. In your Heart do you choose?" I told her white.There was nothing bad about curly but at the time I love Tiger more.
Releaved, all the girls were, that they weren't stuck in limbo anymore. The next day I told curly I choose her and she would be the first girlfriend I had since Luv left me.
 Hawk the hunter · Mon Jul 10, 2006 @ 11:22pm · 2 Comments |
