Feb, 13 2022
So the seasonal weirdness is back, sadly I'm not in a situation to make use of it. Self repairs have gone slower than anticipated, turns out misery is pretty difficult to sustain, I feel like this shouldn't be surprising.
Hired on to my job this time instead of staying a temp, still not sure if it was the right call but it's been decent. I suspect my manager might be looking at me to replace him when he retires but I have no real evidence on that. I wouldn't choose me, not because of low self esteem or anything but cause I think Jose is a better pick.
So I had a major revelation recently, after watching Encanto oddly enough. I really identified with bruno and it made me wonder. I've long felt like I was cursed, but perhaps I've just been looking at it wrong. I'm currently pursuing the theory that it's not so much bad luck as guidance manafested as negative reinforcement. I've been trying to be more appreciative of the things that happen and look at the brighter side of circumstance. I hope this becomes a longer running trend but after 2020 I don't bet on the future anymore.
all_winters_eve · Mon Feb 14, 2022 @ 02:12am · 0 Comments |