I'm so mad right now that it's hard to think. Why do guys have to be so annoying?
Okay, well I'm on AIM and a guy friend of mine decides to IM me.
He keeps talking about his relationship with my best friend, Caitlyn, since they happened to be together as of recently. I really wasn't interested in talking about it. I found the whole subject rather stupid in general.
When he noticed how I was in a sence shunning the conversation, he asked me why I thought so unpleasently of such relationships. He knows we've been over this, but he just HAD to bring it up. After that question, the rest is downhill.
I told him it wasn't ANY of his business and that it didn't matter, but he wouldn't drop it. He started assuming things and saying that I must have been hurt in the past and that is why I'm so cold towards the subject.
I didn't like it that he kept talking about something he knew NOTHING about. It infuriated me! Here's a guy who only knows a fraction about me and starts talking about me like he has an entire document about me.
He kept saying that I should talk to him because he went through the 'same thing'. No matter what I did, he wouldn't get it through his head that it wasn't something cause by mt past. I don't have any kind of tramatic past. It's just a chemical thing caused by jentics.
When I said to just drop it for the 8 time, he asked "Do you always push people away when they try to help you?"
I hated that question. I got it a lot back in May and June. I didn't really give hima solid answer. I only said maybe.
That sure fired him up. He said "Don't push people away when they try to help you! Talk to them and let them help you cope with your past." I swear, I was about to scream.
Soon, after he finally got that it had nothing to do with my past, he says "Well if it's a chemical thing, I'm sure there are medicines that can help that." Okay, I've been taking medications for a long time. I know, and I'm surprised he doesn't, that there isn't a medicine that can make you change your opinion on people. That is something you have to change on your own. I don't think mine will for quite a while after this whole thing.
I don't care if he cares about me and he's worried! He's really stupid and needs to know when to leave things as it is!
Well, I'm done for for the night.
Goodnight
With Love, Heather
Sunshine Heather · Sat Aug 19, 2006 @ 07:25am · 0 Comments |