Today, the teacher kept yelling at me for not being social. It really hurt. I didn't want to be social. I didn't want to talk to a bunch of stupid boys! ((BTW, I'm the only girl in the class))
I must have cried to myself at least 6 times in only 4 hours.
It was so hard. Mrs. Paisly kept yelling and yelling and I didn't know what to do. I want nothing to do with the others. I do the work but that isn't enough. She wants me to interact with these people who don't even wish to talk to me.
And I'm convinced that the guy who sits next to me hates me. I don't really know why. I guess I'm annoying to him. So from now on, I'm never going to talk to him for the rest of the year, even if it DOES get me in trouble.
About 2 hours after I finally got home, I broke down and cried. I couldn't take it anymore. I got into so much trouble for being such a stupid girl. I should have stayed in bed this morning. It would hae been so much easier on me.
I feel like I'm going to cry, but there are no tears. I'm going to go sulk now.
Goodnight everyone.
With Love, Heather
Sunshine Heather · Tue Aug 29, 2006 @ 07:10am · 0 Comments |