Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

Unfamiliar grey skies
Cloud my sight
And you are so close to me
When the clouds form recorded reminisces
That I still hold onto
How many times did I say I couldn't forget you?
How many times did you tell me to anyways?
When the thick fog of lies thins out
I realize all that I was fooled by
Was all I could see
And now I see a perfect character
Standing infront of me
But my mind still confused
Wonders if such perfection
Is just another illusion..

If I stopped smiling
Would you notice?
Would you ask what's wrong?
Because my smile has been fading for a while
And you still haven't noticed
And I wonder if anything you ever said
Was anything you ever meant
You say one thing
And do something that makes me doubt you
I don't know if you're genuine or not
Or if I'm just thinking too much
But whatever it is
It's wiping the smile off of my face

I get the feeling you don't care,
Or not as much as you used to.
You spend more time being silent,
Than anything else.
And you seem to be enjoying everyone else's company,
But not mine.
This isn't a complaint,
But a letter of resignation.
Why should I even think about you,
When I'm so unimportant to you?

Something's missing
Because everything has changed
Maybe it's just me
But things aren't like they were 2 days ago
You look pass me
When you are supposed to be looking into my eyes
You're far from me
When I want you close
When I smile at you
You blow it off and roll your eyes
I feel like things aren't the same
I know something's missing
But I wonder if things are ever gunna be the same.