What do you mean? I couldn't just abandon my mother! My sisters! I can't do that! I tried working on it. I did. But you know what, theres no way in hell I'll be moving in with my grandparents any time soon. As for dad, I don't know who to be around him. Asking me to leave my family, would be like asking you to abandon your sister. You would never do it.
I thought things would get better. I thought maybe I had some what figured things out. I was happy! But, the secound I saw that...I was crushed. All emotion, all happiness, gone. I for once thought, I had acutually done something right. I worked things out, made huge sacrifices. What else can I give. You want my heart? Take it, go on, tear it to shreds if you want, then again your already doing it.
I don't know how much more you want me to bend. I've tried talking, explaining, assuring, re-assuring even! I fought, long and hard. I was willing to leave. But, shes my mother, and I refuse to leave her side. When I, in that secound on New Years night, told her excatly what had happened. Did she leave? No. Did she deny it? No. Did she ship me off to Adam and Tracy? No. She stood by my side, sacrificed her dream of having a family. All just to help me. I owe her to much to abandon her.
Its two years, yes its a long time. But I've made a promise. And I never break my word. I never have, and don't intend to start. If you don't belive this, well, lucky you. You don't have to. But that day. When I return, and walk down the halls to East, and when I see you again, you know what the first two words out of my mouth will be? "Told you."
Kyle, if you read this. Well, I love you, I would understand if you wanted to leave. Just know that I love you. I probably always will. I'm going to continue to try to stay with you. I'll fight those two years and make sure that things work out for us.
You're the only guy I would ever fight so hard to be with.
Know why? Because theres no one like you. You're the only guy I care about. Know that. Please, and know that those words are true. We may have our ups and downs, but thats what being a couple is about. Working threw those troubles to be with the one you love.
Edit-And if you really think I'll be explaining this to you. HA! Dead wrong. You have to give to receive.-
I thought things would get better. I thought maybe I had some what figured things out. I was happy! But, the secound I saw that...I was crushed. All emotion, all happiness, gone. I for once thought, I had acutually done something right. I worked things out, made huge sacrifices. What else can I give. You want my heart? Take it, go on, tear it to shreds if you want, then again your already doing it.
I don't know how much more you want me to bend. I've tried talking, explaining, assuring, re-assuring even! I fought, long and hard. I was willing to leave. But, shes my mother, and I refuse to leave her side. When I, in that secound on New Years night, told her excatly what had happened. Did she leave? No. Did she deny it? No. Did she ship me off to Adam and Tracy? No. She stood by my side, sacrificed her dream of having a family. All just to help me. I owe her to much to abandon her.
Its two years, yes its a long time. But I've made a promise. And I never break my word. I never have, and don't intend to start. If you don't belive this, well, lucky you. You don't have to. But that day. When I return, and walk down the halls to East, and when I see you again, you know what the first two words out of my mouth will be? "Told you."
Kyle, if you read this. Well, I love you, I would understand if you wanted to leave. Just know that I love you. I probably always will. I'm going to continue to try to stay with you. I'll fight those two years and make sure that things work out for us.
You're the only guy I would ever fight so hard to be with.
Know why? Because theres no one like you. You're the only guy I care about. Know that. Please, and know that those words are true. We may have our ups and downs, but thats what being a couple is about. Working threw those troubles to be with the one you love.
Edit-And if you really think I'll be explaining this to you. HA! Dead wrong. You have to give to receive.-
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