I can't believe it....shes gone.
I just don't understand. How could someone, someone who's never done anything wrong. Die. I don't get it. Kyle, Amanda, Rick. They never did anything wrong. (Or as far as I am aware, please don't yell at me.) Kyle, he's being so passive about it. It doesn't seem or feel right. I mean, Danielle and I went over there today and he acted completly normal. It was odd, I mean. At first yeah, I would have expected him to freak out but...he's just so passive. And it makes me worry, because of the stuff that Caelliegh told me. This isn't going to help that at all.
The funerals supossed to be in about two days. I want to be there...for Kyle and Danielle. I mean...I just don't want them to feel alone.
Damnit! It wasn't supossed to happen so damn fast! WHY?! Why not give them more time?! She was healthy before that popped up!
I want to give Kyle space, yet at the same time I want to be there to help him, threw anything that he might need. I don't know. Maybe he's not the only one going crazy.
I got to meet his Dad. He looked horriable, espically right after moving the couch back to were the bed used to be. I could see it in his eyes. And I apoligized for meeting him on such circumstances. His grandparents were there too. So I got to meet them. It was horriable, they all looked so wiped, so drained of every feeling. I could pretty much feel the depression pouring out of the house. It was horriable, almost terrifying. I never want to feel such depression again.
The funeral is supossed to happen in a couple days...I don't know if everyones ready for that. I mean, its just going so fast.
I just don't understand. How could someone, someone who's never done anything wrong. Die. I don't get it. Kyle, Amanda, Rick. They never did anything wrong. (Or as far as I am aware, please don't yell at me.) Kyle, he's being so passive about it. It doesn't seem or feel right. I mean, Danielle and I went over there today and he acted completly normal. It was odd, I mean. At first yeah, I would have expected him to freak out but...he's just so passive. And it makes me worry, because of the stuff that Caelliegh told me. This isn't going to help that at all.
The funerals supossed to be in about two days. I want to be there...for Kyle and Danielle. I mean...I just don't want them to feel alone.
Damnit! It wasn't supossed to happen so damn fast! WHY?! Why not give them more time?! She was healthy before that popped up!
I want to give Kyle space, yet at the same time I want to be there to help him, threw anything that he might need. I don't know. Maybe he's not the only one going crazy.
I got to meet his Dad. He looked horriable, espically right after moving the couch back to were the bed used to be. I could see it in his eyes. And I apoligized for meeting him on such circumstances. His grandparents were there too. So I got to meet them. It was horriable, they all looked so wiped, so drained of every feeling. I could pretty much feel the depression pouring out of the house. It was horriable, almost terrifying. I never want to feel such depression again.
The funeral is supossed to happen in a couple days...I don't know if everyones ready for that. I mean, its just going so fast.
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