Today. Was great! Yes call me a freak, but. Today was pretty good. Other then a few spots. It was great. We went over to Danielle's house after our half day at school. It was cool. We talked for a little while. It was just great being around him. Being close to him. My new strategy works much better.
(OMG its ninja Lizzi plot time!)
My strategy, is that when I'm silent Kyle doesn't notice. Well not at first anyways, but. When I participate in the group he notices more quickly and we both can leave each others sides and still feel close to one another.
So this strategy is working much better then the first. And it makes me happy, I'm not depressed and I feel closer to Kyle then I have in a long time >.<. I love him so much!
The only bad things that happened today were, Karly and Danielle arguing (Kyle and I went into the kitchen to give them some space), Danielle freaking out about the Uncle stuff (I talked to Kyle and told him it's not a good idea to talk about it around Danielle, because she doesn't like it), and me crying when I asked him what was going to happen once I moved again. I mean, I love him! I don't want to lose him again. Especially over something like moving. When I asked him, he said "I don't know, we'll just have to see what happens." The answer worked for me, I felt bad because when he saw that I was crying he started freaking out.
But, yes I can't help but worry about it. As for Danielle and Karly, I don't know. I'm trying not to get to involved. Because, I want to help, yet at the same time, I don't know what to do TO help. Its depressing really.
But other then those things today was great. I love and feel closer to Kyle then ever before. He showed me how much he loves me, and I adore him for it. heart
Song: Melt the Sugar
Artist: Summer Obsession
This is the sweetest moment
This is what we both wanted
We are the same but were so different
I untie your shoe laces
We touch each others faces
Tell me that you know lifes not fair
If we're gonna make it then we're half way there
Tell me that you know that I really care
I swear
Lets melt the sugar
Love yah Babe!
(OMG its ninja Lizzi plot time!)
My strategy, is that when I'm silent Kyle doesn't notice. Well not at first anyways, but. When I participate in the group he notices more quickly and we both can leave each others sides and still feel close to one another.
So this strategy is working much better then the first. And it makes me happy, I'm not depressed and I feel closer to Kyle then I have in a long time >.<. I love him so much!
The only bad things that happened today were, Karly and Danielle arguing (Kyle and I went into the kitchen to give them some space), Danielle freaking out about the Uncle stuff (I talked to Kyle and told him it's not a good idea to talk about it around Danielle, because she doesn't like it), and me crying when I asked him what was going to happen once I moved again. I mean, I love him! I don't want to lose him again. Especially over something like moving. When I asked him, he said "I don't know, we'll just have to see what happens." The answer worked for me, I felt bad because when he saw that I was crying he started freaking out.
But, yes I can't help but worry about it. As for Danielle and Karly, I don't know. I'm trying not to get to involved. Because, I want to help, yet at the same time, I don't know what to do TO help. Its depressing really.
But other then those things today was great. I love and feel closer to Kyle then ever before. He showed me how much he loves me, and I adore him for it. heart
Song: Melt the Sugar
Artist: Summer Obsession
This is the sweetest moment
This is what we both wanted
We are the same but were so different
I untie your shoe laces
We touch each others faces
Tell me that you know lifes not fair
If we're gonna make it then we're half way there
Tell me that you know that I really care
I swear
Lets melt the sugar
Love yah Babe!
