I'm slightly nervous. Not for me, no. For Kyle. He's probably not going to be going to school tomarrow because he's going to be talking to a social worker, he says its for his mom. And tomarrow he wants to be with her. I'm worried though. Because the only logical reason that I can think of, is...shes getting worse. Danielle already told me that his mom might not live past July. Thats ONE month after Kyle's birthday! I don't know what he would do if something were to happen to her! I mean, shes his mother!
If something were to happen. I want to be by his side. To support and help him, I want to be there for him. No matter what. I couldn't imagine what he would do. If he were to...cry. I...I don't know what I'd do. I mean, I love him, and I would never want to see him cry.
I've also been wondering something. And I caught myself thinking about it for, awhile. And, I've been wondering if Kyle is the someone just for me. Sounds crazy right? Yeah, I mean. We're so young and, moving. But call me crazy, call me reckless, stupid, even a hopeless romantic. But, over the summer, I...I prayed for the someone just for me, and that we would be close. I said, "No matter what the consiquences, bring me the someone just for me. I'll work as hard as I can. No matter what." And, I'm wondering, 'Is this some kind of test? To prove my love is true?' If it is, then. Well, I think I might be doing pretty well.
Please, don't judge me because of what I write and what I believe. I'm not going to try to change people, or shove anything down anyone's throught. I'm writing what I think.
Song: It is you I love
Artist: Unknown
There is something that I see
In the way you look at me
Theres a smile there so true in your eyes
When in an unexpected way
On this unexpected day
Could this be were I belong?
It is you I have loved all along
Theres no more mystery
It is finally clear to me
Your the home my heart's searched for
So long
And it is you I have loved all along
There were times I ran to hide
Afraid to show the other side
Alone in the night with out you
But now I know just who you are
And I know you hold my heart
Finally this is were I belong
It is you I have loved all along
No more mystery
It is finally clear to me
Your the home my hearts searched for so long
It is you I have loved all along
If something were to happen. I want to be by his side. To support and help him, I want to be there for him. No matter what. I couldn't imagine what he would do. If he were to...cry. I...I don't know what I'd do. I mean, I love him, and I would never want to see him cry.
I've also been wondering something. And I caught myself thinking about it for, awhile. And, I've been wondering if Kyle is the someone just for me. Sounds crazy right? Yeah, I mean. We're so young and, moving. But call me crazy, call me reckless, stupid, even a hopeless romantic. But, over the summer, I...I prayed for the someone just for me, and that we would be close. I said, "No matter what the consiquences, bring me the someone just for me. I'll work as hard as I can. No matter what." And, I'm wondering, 'Is this some kind of test? To prove my love is true?' If it is, then. Well, I think I might be doing pretty well.
Please, don't judge me because of what I write and what I believe. I'm not going to try to change people, or shove anything down anyone's throught. I'm writing what I think.
Song: It is you I love
Artist: Unknown
There is something that I see
In the way you look at me
Theres a smile there so true in your eyes
When in an unexpected way
On this unexpected day
Could this be were I belong?
It is you I have loved all along
Theres no more mystery
It is finally clear to me
Your the home my heart's searched for
So long
And it is you I have loved all along
There were times I ran to hide
Afraid to show the other side
Alone in the night with out you
But now I know just who you are
And I know you hold my heart
Finally this is were I belong
It is you I have loved all along
No more mystery
It is finally clear to me
Your the home my hearts searched for so long
It is you I have loved all along
