I read Danielle's journal entry. I couldn't stop crying for like 5 maybe 10 minuets. She's stopped eating. She probably can't eat to much, or at least according to Danielle. "She might not last a week." I'm so worried. How is this going to effect Kyle, Danielle, Amanda even. I might not know the family very well...but I understand how hard it can be to lose someone close. If, something were to...happen. I would like to be there, with Kyle and Danielle. I...I don't want to see them hurt, crap, I'm getting tears all over the key board. I couldn't stand seeing them hurt. Any of them! Mom said that she would be willing to do just about anything to allow me to see them. I want to be there, yet at the same time I don't want to intrude. It feels like I would be getting involved in something that I have barely any idea about. I knew his Mom, a little. But I really don't want to be rude, the entire reason I would go to...a funeral, is for Kyle and Danielle. Mom says he's going to need all the support he can get. I want to be there to give it to them.
I have a feeling I'm getting into something important, and now that I've gone this far...my future has been set. Thats what it feels like anyways....
I have a feeling I'm getting into something important, and now that I've gone this far...my future has been set. Thats what it feels like anyways....
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And, so you know, I don't think talking to him about it will be good. Because, like I wrote, he's just avoiding it right now. So, unless he starts the talk, or looks really upset or something, act normal. We don't want him to start freaking out or being emo.
Sorry, I feel like I'm talking down to you. I'm really not trying to. I just want to help.
RIGHT! And Mom told me, don't say anything about July or her living through the week.
And when I go over there today, I'm going to tell him he'll be seeing you this weekend. Don't let him down. ^-^ =D <3