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Hey there, Mr. Journal.

What's up, what's up...nothing. Pure nothing. I'm up as usual again, lurking all over the web, from updating Bebo to spying on the Erasaur. Well, I don't really "spy" on her, but I think she leads an interesting weblog, that's all.

My week has been filled with top of the line "Upon the Wicked Stage" juice, a visit from Huckberry and watching Auntie Mame two nights in a row. Sad to say, it was only rental, other wise this would have been the third time. I'm pretty obsessed, you might say. I read the pay a few months back, fell in love and the movie even made it all the more fantastic. Especially Roz Russel. What a dame!

Today I went crazy with my webcam/macbook and took pictures with my red prom dress that I wore my junior year. It was kinda fun. I mainly held up my bright blue umbrella, smiling and posing and what have you. Some of them have me wearing my 1960's sunglasses that I picked up at Grand ol' Trunk for 2 bucks. A lot of the time, I'll get pent up with so much energy, that I have to release it by doing something fun, exciting or out of the ordinary. Like yesterday, when I started dancing around downstairs, while singing "Upon the Wicked Stage" from Showboat. I've had that song stuck in my head for three days now. CRAZY.

Kinda lonely as usual. I try not to let it get to me. It's annoying, being so different from people that you can't even find a friend. I'm huge believer of the Zodiac, because it's explained to me so much stuff about myself that I could never get dead on before. It's also lead me to understand why I'm so different from most people, being on a cusp and all. The worst part about it, is that my soul mate has to be on a scorpio/saggitaurus cusp in order for me to have a perfect match. How the hell am I going to find that? Also, all of my friends are Capracorns or Cancers, which aren't the best of matches for me at all, making my friendships not really much of anything. My best friend is a libra, mainly because we have so much in common her and I. My other friends are Aquarius and virgo, which are ok but we have our differences, and they're so wrapped up in everything else, that they rarely have time for me at all.

The other day, I went on facebook, and found that all of my "friends" are not my match, which is no wonder I don't fit in well with them at all. It's not that I don't like them, just we don't share any of the same interests or ideas, and we don't really hang out, much. It's also wierd, cuz some of the people I should get along with, I dislike. Who knows, maybe I'm destined to be a lone fish in the sea.