• I think I'm going to have to leave
    Will you sit and watch me seethe?
    I don't think I can take this much more
    Will you even care as I walk out the door?
    Does everything I've done really mean nought?
    Or am I just giving you what you sought?
    Is it your goal to push me away?
    Or are you testing how much I want to stay?
    It's all so confusing, my hearts on overdrive
    The stage lights are glaring, I'm going on live.
    There is no practice run in this life,
    One wrong move and your cast into strife.
    I wish you would stop playing these games,
    Invading my thoughts, highlighting my shames.
    You can't forgive, but don't say I didn't try,
    Don't say I just sat there, and let you die.
    I did all I could, gave everything I had,
    When you say otherwise, it makes me so mad!
    I tried so hard, I gave it my all,
    Is it really my fault you continued to fall?
    I was fighting a battle I knew I couldn't win,
    To raise the white flag, is it really a sin?
    You seem to think I didn't fight from the start,
    How can you think that? It's breaking my heart.
    You don't see how I feel, are you really that blind?
    If you look hard, you'll be surprised what you find.
    A river of tears runs through my soul,
    And you wondered why I never seemed whole.
    Do you realise the power of what you say?
    How much more will you make me pay?
    I've given you all, you want more then tough,
    I'm sick of all this, I've had enough.