• I lust for your blood, yet i linger for you
    I long for your touch, still i hate you for leaving
    The pain to endure the blood never ending
    I gave you my heart then you tore it apart without a second look
    The lies i thought were true were as empty as you
    I felt like sinking into the bitter words you said
    I'll never forget those three words
    I hate you, as cold as winter
    I wanted to disappear never see the light again
    Never able to love I'll die alone
    With no one all by myself
    I'll be better i thought to myself
    But all the emotions would never leave me
    They were just too strong
    Then if I'd just die
    I'd never have to deal with crushing emotions
    The feeling of pain so hurtful you'd rather die 100x's over
    Leaving it all behind
    I'd love it yet I'd die at the same time
    How hate and love can overlap
    Yet neither conquer
    A fate worse then death itself
    Something so strong and so painful
    A thrust all in one
    I can only use one word
    So harsh yet so gentle
    So crushing still calming
    Love