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    Welcome to my profile, i love to play at the computer - making new friends or surfing the web, what i do in Gaia mostly rp as much as i can to create the ultimate avi because i don't feel overconfident for myself in rl. I wish to impress others with my personality rather then go outside and show it. As anything else i love to draw, i love reading my books in peace (when i can), and i have weird images in my head that i want to explain but cannot say them in complete words. In rl my life is not exactly what i wanted to be, i feel as though i am coward for not allowing myself to get the privilege to explore the world around me since the world is not functional. However I am really proud that i found great friends that wish to help me, others however wish me good luck. <br />
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    Most of the times i feel depressed because somehow i feel like a free-loader - i ask to much of my friends at times and i don't seem to be returning the favor. In other days i wish that god would rid me away from this world to get away from the pain that i don't understand myself - i lock myself in my room and sleep in hope to deprieve it away but it doesn't help. I had dreams that no one would remember me at all - that i wasn't important because of what i am not doing - everyday i look at myself in the mirror and see someone else that i hate, dispise, redicule. My rl friends always say to look at the positive but i never do because of how i feel about them, they would probably never look back, their lives would change and they will mature - while i may perhaps be the same. I always admired them because i know their future will be great while mine is never whole. I love them too much. (perhaps that's why i am not connecting with them? Or not going along where they go because it will hurt to see them go?) I am not sure about it myself<br />
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