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    A thousand lies have made me colder, and I don't think I can look at life the same way anymore.<br />
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    I'm the monster hiding under your bed.<br />
    My name is Marisa and I'm at the 16 year mark in my life. <br />
    I have a boyfriend. His name is Michael <3<br />
    I love photography, sleeping, and reading.<br />
    My sister is 3 months pregnant <3 Adelia if it's a girl, Thomas if boy.<br />
    I have 6 cats.<br />
    My family is my world.<br />
    My best friend died January 1, 2010.<br />
    I miss her more than you could ever understand. <br />
    Yeah, I'm one of those small town girls.<br />
    But I have big dreams.<br />
    My health is horrible though.<br />
    But I'm trying to change that <3    <br />
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    The other day one of my new friends at school asked how I stay so strong and can be so happy when my life is so hard and I've been through so much. I answered with a simple "I don't know."<br />
    The next day I was walking with my ex and he told me something horrible. A minute later I smiled again and laughed. He asked why nothing brings me down anymore. I told him "I wish I knew." Because I honestly didn't know.<br />
    Now that I think about it, I've made myself this way because there are so many people who want to see me upset and destroyed, but I won't let them have that satisfaction. Instead, I just laugh at them because to make themselves feel better they have to tear others down. I laugh because I have become the better person since I know enough to be able to destroy them but choose not to. So instead, I just shrug it off and think Yeah, they can talk all they want. They don't know me anymore. They have nothing against me. And one day, that talk will turn around and smack them back in the face, and my hands will be clean.
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