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Hello<br />
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This is Elizabeth/Maya/Aleistair<br />
This is my old account. I came back to purge my past and move on.<br />
But finding out my excreep / rapist still checks on me here.<br />
I have one last thing to post.<br />
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Should you have the nerve you ever read or check my profile again I want these words driven into your head. <br />
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Fuck You Mauricio B.<br />
You Rapist, <br />
You Manipulator, <br />
You Fucking Groomer.<br />
Finding out you had other victims after me, Younger Ones, Sickened me to my soul. What’s left of it.<br />
Finding old mssgs and shit saying “YOU” FORGIVE “ME”?!?<br />
You Waste of FUCKING AIR.<br />
HOW BALLS DEEP IN DELUSION ARE/WERE YOU?!<br />
You blame your “Demons” or Other Personalities. Jesus Christ you’re up to your ears in bullshit. You and I both know it’s bullshit. Coming from someone with a diagnosed fractured mind, Its a fucking insult. You make a mockery of those who are actually ill.<br />
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Our story wasn’t some fairytale where “you lost the girl, because you fucked up”. <br />
You BROKE me, as a human and it’s taken years to start to rebuild. <br />
You Raped me, manipulated me into apologizing about the incident Then Fucked My Best Friend after I finally left you, which I came to find out you were also doing while we were together.<br />
Years later I fucked up and was told I needed to forgive those who harmed me, misguidingly by people who didn’t understand my whole situation, So I tried, anything to make me not feel what I was feeling, and while trying to forgive you and give you a chance to prove you weren’t the monster my brain made you out to be, I found out you were treating the new person you were with the exact same way. I truly hope she came to her senses after validating her thoughts and feelings when she reached out to me. But I’ll never find that out. I cut you both off entirely when realizing it was either that or my sanity. You are the reason I no longer give 2nd chances. You cost me years of my life, my education, and aspects of my soul.<br />
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I wish you’d killed yourself when we’d first met. Like you’d always threatened while we were together. You are one of the biggest evils I’ve ever encountered. Should we ever meet face to face again, gods forbid. I will make you regret it.<br />
Stop Lurking.<br />
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May your soul rot in the void cause hell is to good for it.<br />
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To anyone who is not him who comes across this and reads it. <br />
Sorry. I’m just done. <br />
I want to be at peace. So I will be. I’m happy and I’ve met the love of my life.<br />
I’ve moved on. I’m engaged and properly medicated. I will Thrive in Spite of you Mauricio.<br />
I will make a life worth living.<br />
Fuck you “Mar”. <br />
Always suck a stupid fucking nickname.<br />
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I’ve been here since 2009.<br />
Thank you to those who gave me friendship and kindness on this site. There were many of you over the years and I wish you nothing but love and light. To those who dealt with me at my most mentally ill. I’m sorry for your experience with me. If it was negative or just outright insane.<br />