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    My name is Rin and I'd like to say please keep hating.<br />
    I'm 19.<br />
    I'm mixed Japanese/English-Australian/Russian and my favourite colour is the sunset.<br />
    Oh Gaia, so funny. emotion_bigheart <br />
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    James..<br />
    James, <br />
    I'm so sorry I wasn't there to find out.<br />
    I'm sorry I wasn't there to hold your hand.<br />
    I'm sorry I didn't say good-bye. I would give my right arm to say good-bye.<br />
    I'm sorry I didn't come to your funeral. <br />
    I'm sorry I left you and abandoned you.<br />
    I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry.<br />
    How funny is it, that even now, I'm crying like a baby, like we used to laugh about over MSN..<br />
    I hold so much guilt for what happened.. You were the first person to tell me I was beautiful and you were the first person that I opened up to about my life problems. You were the first person that taught me it was okay to let out my bottled emotions, and yet, as soon as I left, you were taken from me, without me even knowing.<br />
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    I loved you and held you so dear and I'm so sorry you went through what happened alone. As usual with you, I don't want to stop typing, and I don't want to let go, I don't want to accept you're gone. I don't even know where you're buried, I'll never be able to come and say good-bye. And it hurts so much, every day. <br />
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    Remember how I used to talk about enjoying wood works but I was too shy?<br />
    Well, I enrolled a while ago. I made a small boat for my final and won an award for it. <br />
    When I found out what had happened,<br />
    I broke into my cabinet, and began to carve into it. It has your name on it, James. I filled it with flowers, mainly that favourite we both shared, and candles, along with every single journal entry I was away from you, remember the photos of Cairns I mailed you? I had a few copies made, they were in there too. <br />
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    You told me you wanted to see the sunset.. Now you've seen the sunset.<br />
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    I still have a drink for you every Friday.<br />
    Your word will always be in my heart; your kind, beautiful words.<br />
    My life wouldn't have been the same without you,<br />
    Rest in peace.    <br />
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