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  • Artist Info: I lay there at night wondering to myself,<br />
    Was it I who had done something wrong?<br />
    Comfort from all sides has arrived,<br />
    Yet is it all real?<br />
    Hard to accept the facts,<br />
    Difficult to look at it,<br />
    I spat and raise that flag!<br />
    Accepting isn't easy for anyone,<br />
    She has advice for me...<br />
    "Don't you deserve better?"<br />
    <br />
    My answer with a hesitation,<br />
    "No... she deserves better then me."<br />
    <br />
    With a gesture of a hand,<br />
    I've found my match,<br />
    Use to be in power,<br />
    Now I match with the cowards.<br />
    <br />
    A distant friend comes along,<br />
    Giving me help through the end of the war.<br />
    Body scared and about to give,<br />
    My worries aren't on that,<br />
    They are on my broken heart.<br />
    <br />
    Winter strikes with a cold blow,<br />
    Standing next to the door,<br />
    Only able to remember the past.<br />
    <br />
    Told the other day by a guy,<br />
    "Don't you think of what happened,<br />
    Think about what's new."<br />
    <br />
    Even with the people around me, <br />
    The feeling of loss still fills.<br />
    Head filled with thoughts of no return,<br />
    But hopes high for coming back.<br />
    <br />
    I hold my riffle with both hands,<br />
    Ready to shoot if needed.<br />
    Came with a dash,<br />
    I was blown to the ground.<br />
    <br />
    A helpful stranger comes along,<br />
    In-brighting with truth.<br />
    An ice-breaker is what it seemed,<br />
    Trying to help or show the loss.<br />
    <br />
    Gathered my things and headed to the unknown.<br />
    Knocking on the door of uncertainty.<br />
    A friendly answer from the other side,<br />
    Yet the show of winning.<br />
    <br />
    Timidly asking for what happened,<br />
    I do not get no certain reply.<br />
    Instead I was showed hope and will,<br />
    Yet in the end I hadn't gotten it.<br />
    <br />
    Tossed and forgotten,<br />
    Just like and old doll,<br />
    Or the last one before me,<br />
    Or will it be the next one?<br />
    Who's to tell anymore?<br />
    <br />
    I played this crazy game of yours,<br />
    I played for as long as I could,<br />
    I fought for about four months!<br />
    My wounds were hidden never to be found,<br />
    Buried away so you wouldn't know.<br />
    I never wanted you to worry,<br />
    but was it the wrong thing to show I was never hurt?<br />
    <br />
    I was never told what was good or bad,<br />
    I'm sure if you did I would learn fast.<br />
    I sat there waiting for you everyday,<br />
    No intention on ever leaving my post.<br />
    <br />
    I had it easy for a while,<br />
    I smiled there with you near me.<br />
    Then summer came and I was left.<br />
    <br />
    Now I can't decide if I was a pawn,<br />
    Was it fun?<br />
    How long was this a game for me?<br />
    All the things I want to know will never have truth.<br />
    <br />
    Curled up all by myself,<br />
    I suffer again from being lied to.<br />
    It must be a thing for me,<br />
    It must be fun to see me cry.<br />
    <br />
    I remember it all,<br />
    The last time you were with me by my side.<br />
    You held me and said;<br />
    <br />
    "I'm not going to leave you! Don't worry about that..."<br />
    <br />
    What was that?<br />
    I wonder now to myself.<br />
    <br />
    Look now I have been left,<br />
    A lost puppy with nowhere to go.<br />
    I have no one else near me!<br />
    I left them all in this silly war!<br />
    I told them to go so I could keep you!<br />
    <br />
    Love...<br />
    That was the word I would say to you no matter what.<br />
    Now I'm not sure if I could ever say it out loud.<br />
    I thought I was more to you then this.<br />
    Don't I at lest get a proper good bye?<br />
    <br />
    The snow hits that door,<br />
    I look out at it, remember?<br />
    I'm sure you don't but I sure do.<br />
    The snow is when I feel in love with you.<br />
    <br />
    This solider stands alone in that snow,<br />
    Heartbroken looking for that warmth I found in you.<br />
    <br />
    Waiting for you to walk in those doors that lead to the group,<br />
    Yet nothing passes though but memories of you.<br />
    <br />
    I sit there alone with a riffle in both hands,<br />
    This time though,<br />
    Ready to attack and fight for myself.
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