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I lay there at night wondering to myself,<br />
Was it I who had done something wrong?<br />
Comfort from all sides has arrived,<br />
Yet is it all real?<br />
Hard to accept the facts,<br />
Difficult to look at it,<br />
I spat and raise that flag!<br />
Accepting isn't easy for anyone,<br />
She has advice for me...<br />
"Don't you deserve better?"<br />
<br />
My answer with a hesitation,<br />
"No... she deserves better then me."<br />
<br />
With a gesture of a hand,<br />
I've found my match,<br />
Use to be in power,<br />
Now I match with the cowards.<br />
<br />
A distant friend comes along,<br />
Giving me help through the end of the war.<br />
Body scared and about to give,<br />
My worries aren't on that,<br />
They are on my broken heart.<br />
<br />
Winter strikes with a cold blow,<br />
Standing next to the door,<br />
Only able to remember the past.<br />
<br />
Told the other day by a guy,<br />
"Don't you think of what happened,<br />
Think about what's new."<br />
<br />
Even with the people around me, <br />
The feeling of loss still fills.<br />
Head filled with thoughts of no return,<br />
But hopes high for coming back.<br />
<br />
I hold my riffle with both hands,<br />
Ready to shoot if needed.<br />
Came with a dash,<br />
I was blown to the ground.<br />
<br />
A helpful stranger comes along,<br />
In-brighting with truth.<br />
An ice-breaker is what it seemed,<br />
Trying to help or show the loss.<br />
<br />
Gathered my things and headed to the unknown.<br />
Knocking on the door of uncertainty.<br />
A friendly answer from the other side,<br />
Yet the show of winning.<br />
<br />
Timidly asking for what happened,<br />
I do not get no certain reply.<br />
Instead I was showed hope and will,<br />
Yet in the end I hadn't gotten it.<br />
<br />
Tossed and forgotten,<br />
Just like and old doll,<br />
Or the last one before me,<br />
Or will it be the next one?<br />
Who's to tell anymore?<br />
<br />
I played this crazy game of yours,<br />
I played for as long as I could,<br />
I fought for about four months!<br />
My wounds were hidden never to be found,<br />
Buried away so you wouldn't know.<br />
I never wanted you to worry,<br />
but was it the wrong thing to show I was never hurt?<br />
<br />
I was never told what was good or bad,<br />
I'm sure if you did I would learn fast.<br />
I sat there waiting for you everyday,<br />
No intention on ever leaving my post.<br />
<br />
I had it easy for a while,<br />
I smiled there with you near me.<br />
Then summer came and I was left.<br />
<br />
Now I can't decide if I was a pawn,<br />
Was it fun?<br />
How long was this a game for me?<br />
All the things I want to know will never have truth.<br />
<br />
Curled up all by myself,<br />
I suffer again from being lied to.<br />
It must be a thing for me,<br />
It must be fun to see me cry.<br />
<br />
I remember it all,<br />
The last time you were with me by my side.<br />
You held me and said;<br />
<br />
"I'm not going to leave you! Don't worry about that..."<br />
<br />
What was that?<br />
I wonder now to myself.<br />
<br />
Look now I have been left,<br />
A lost puppy with nowhere to go.<br />
I have no one else near me!<br />
I left them all in this silly war!<br />
I told them to go so I could keep you!<br />
<br />
Love...<br />
That was the word I would say to you no matter what.<br />
Now I'm not sure if I could ever say it out loud.<br />
I thought I was more to you then this.<br />
Don't I at lest get a proper good bye?<br />
<br />
The snow hits that door,<br />
I look out at it, remember?<br />
I'm sure you don't but I sure do.<br />
The snow is when I feel in love with you.<br />
<br />
This solider stands alone in that snow,<br />
Heartbroken looking for that warmth I found in you.<br />
<br />
Waiting for you to walk in those doors that lead to the group,<br />
Yet nothing passes though but memories of you.<br />
<br />
I sit there alone with a riffle in both hands,<br />
This time though,<br />
Ready to attack and fight for myself. - Avg. rating:
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