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  • Artist Info: Hello. My name is Shiroi Shinju. You can call me Shiro. I'm 21 years old. I like music of all genres and languages. I'm sort of bilingual, though still learning. I love anime very much. I'm a huge Otaku. I love Miku Hatsune. I'm a resident of California so obviously at my age I'm a pothead. I have 3 cats who I love very much. While I may not have anyone special in my life, I'm not worried about finding love. Those things will come to me on their own.<br />
    I still live at home with my parents, which is nothing to be ashamed of. We're a very happy family and I couldn't ask for more. I do work, as an illustrator of all things, though I really want to be a DJ and Vocaloid user. I hope to connect with people who are like me and choose to understand our differences. If you should not, I'll understand, but I'll have to let you go if you say something mean.    <br />
    Personality:<br />
    I am a good-hearted person who is always there for my friends. I have a big heart but sometimes my emotions cloud my judgment and I say things I don't mean. We've all done this at stressful times, and while you may not be the same, keep in mind everybody's different. You must be assured if you leave me be for a day or two I'll come out of it fine. I have the loyalty of a dog and the cunning grace of a cat. I enjoy the company of others to the fullest because I am most of the time really lonely, even if I will not say it.<br />
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    Endurance is one word I use a lot in my mind. "I must endure another day of life" seems like something I mutter everyday. I battle with depression most days, but hearing from a friend always cheers me up. I'm not the type of person to let down a friend, but plenty of people have let me down and I've forgiven them. The past is the past. You don't have to worry about it because it's behind you, possibly far behind you. The future is a mystery. And the present is a gift, as a talking tortoise from a movie told me.<br />
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    When I'm off in my own little world, there's no stopping me from skipping happily in my fantasies. I do not daydream often, but for reasons I document them if I have them because my imagination is a huge money maker. There are plenty of ideas swimming through my mind, sometimes so many at once that I'm too overwhelmed to choose which one to draw. But regardless I continue creating and practicing my art because it is one thing I'm passionate about.<br />
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    My thoughts on my soul... it matters more to me than people realize. Through the years I've been through many hurtful situations, but throughout all that I still got up and forced myself to smile, soon to believe I am happier. No matter how scattered and warped my mind may have become, I do not shed tears on the past's twisted memories. I do not need to dwell on those things. Heaven or Hell, it doesn't matter where I go, because those experiences made me strong enough to endure what I may see in Hell. <br />
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    Loving and caring come in hand, but love is something I question often. Truly the love I have for my family members is the greatest and truest, for I have never come across any love as good as that one in any individual. I'm sure somewhere that one person is out there waiting for me, and he or she probably thinks of me the same way though we do not know of each other's face. -sigh- I'm sure of it.... too sure. <br />
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    If you actually read all this, you deserve my thanks. Many times I type long messages, only to stop and think "they don't care enough to read this shit" and erase it all. But the truth is, I want all those people to see what it is I have to say, because if I don't put my words in edgewise I'm afraid I'll be forgotten by all those people, and swept away from their minds by the tide of daily life. Of all the things I could want... I want a friend who will remember and care about me, not just a friend who added me and a week later forgot who I was.<br />
    If you wish to befriend me, you must be 18 or older. DO NOT LIE ABOUT YOUR AGE, IT IS THE FASTEST WAY TO GET UNFRIENDED BY ME.
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