• I was a junior in high school when I began to learn how things can change in an instand. I became engage to my high school sweet heart of 3 years. Than I was also taking cosmetology classes for a career. I really didn't want to be in this class but one of teachers felt it was the best for me. I wanted to design clothes or make customs. I even wanted to take medical classes. I listen to what others had to say, my mother, teachers, and will, my so called friends. Every body knew what I should do, even when I wanted to back out of my engagement. crying stressed confused I meant a guy that I had known since I was in the 5th grade. We kinda hit it off again. He still tried to contact me for years after I had gotten married. My mother told me if I didn't married my ex she didn't want me around. He was a great guy but I didn't want to be tied down at the the age of 17. I wanted to go to college, or join the police force but no I had to do what he said and my mother. My life sucks now and I can't go back, but if I hadn't married this guy I wouldn't have my daughters. One thing I left out was that high school sweet heart and I were married on the 17 of April, 15 days after I turned 18. Than with out warning my ex left and said he wanted a divorce on the 17 of March. The number is just a number, but I will always wounder if this is my unlucky number. Things happen for a reasons so I put it all in God's hands. God takes care of me and my daughters. This April 17, 2009, I will stop crying and let my past go. Thank you all for being here and letting me in. heart whee blaugh 3nodding