• my darling i dont know what to do anymore. with you in my life i had no worries. but with out im lost and i feel incomplete. i dont know what you do or how u do it but when i talk to u im on cloud 9. when or if u come back to me i dont know if i want to be reunite once more. u have told me b4 that i dont deserve u and that i deserver much more. but i have always overlooked it because i have always loved u.but one day last week my parents had told me those very same words and u are not worth me getting suspended for. i dont know if them and u or me and my heart is right but sometimes i might need to over look my heart. and think a lot of things through. and now that im not focused on my schooling i can focus a little more us. im sorry baby you know i love u with all my heart.