• I knew that no one would save me. I had been all alone here when I fell in. I fell into a pool of stupid hopes and dreams, a pool of love and compassion that turned into a black hole of beatings and hatrid. Yelling and screaming. Bruises and cuts. I hid this becouse you would not let me go. I covered my heart with lies. I drowned in a pool of pure abuse. Why wouldn't anyone save me. Why wouldn't they dive in and drag me out. Peaple sat at the edge of the pool and did not look at me, didn't think of me. They did not care for me.....as I drowned.