• Talking to my boyfriend on the phone and listening to only the words that tell the truth.
    I cry very low...............loud........................... *silence fills the empty words*

    Boyfriend: " I'll call you back i need to make an important call to someone "
    Me: "Who are you going to call?"
    Boyfriend: "You'll see"

    *Both hangs up*

    *Ringing from the kitchen phone*

    My boyfriend calls my grandma.
    Why?
    Because he wants me to talk to her about the depressing issues i've been having in school.

    *Grandma walks over to my room sits on my bed and ask

    "May i talk to you i need to know whats wrong and im very worried about you,so is your boyfriend"

    She said to me words that will stay with me for a long time....forever.

    Words coming from my grandma:

    "Your a very pretty girl and very smart too.Listening to what others say is only gonna make you against yourself.Friends are not what you think they are.You need to understand that a friend dont really care about the things that hurt you or not.They like to find weakness in you and when your sad they will like that.Also they might be jealous or maybe they envy you."

    My grandma also tells me.........

    "Being jealous of everything without a reason will only make you more worst.My mothers husband broke up with her because she was always jealous of everything he did."

    Now i say to myself I dont wanna end up like my mother and i really dont want to.
    So heres the list of changes that are needed to be put in charge.

    -If they are against i ignore and go on.(friends)
    -Dont be jealous of what my boyfriend does because that only make me and him worse.
    -Be happy
    -If you believe everything that goes on youll never make it anywhere.
    *Theres more but right now i cant really remember*

    One lesson i really learned off my grandma:

    That friends are not what you think they are.They are pointless in life.The only friend you need if your family and/or an object ^_^ like me i have a room to myself as a very important friend.

    I will admite to myself and its true im very moody and depressed all the time.
    Im never happy because my friends hold me back.
    I listen to the mean and harsh things they say to me.
    Also im jealous of everything that goes on with my boyfriend and others.

    *Shouts*

    THATS A NO MORE I NEED TO CHANGE FOR REAL BECAUSE I WANT TO HAVE A SMILE ON MY FACE EVERYDAY AND LET MY GRANDMA KNOW IM DOING WELL WITH HIM BY MY SIDE.

    FACT:
    Did you know that if you look at the word *friend* you see the word *end* and the end of the word friend.This is why having a friend isnt really great because it will end in some horrible way.