• I stared at you from next to my mother. You wouldn't look at me as your mom kept yelling at mine. I felt like I was going to cry but I didn't let you see it because you always said I was the stronger one. I had laughed and told you that even strong guys cry, but you never did believe me.
    You're son is trying to turn my son into his little experiment! I want him to stay far away from him! your mom's voice was loud and demanding. I didn't look at her, I didn't want to see her glaring down at me.
    Please can we talk about this without the boys in the room? This is hard on them I bet and I don't want anyone getting hurt. My mom was always for us being together. You always blushed like crazy when she told you that we were cute together.
    Fine, Rail go into a different room. But not with him. you're mother hissed. I rolled my eyes and you followed me into my room. Not that you're mother saw us going into my room together or shutting the door. I leaned against the door and you sat on my bed and cried.

    Don't cry Raily, I muttered as I walked over to you.
    Stay away from me! you yelled as you kept crying. I stayed my distance, still listening to you're mother's screams.
    Is that what you really want? For me to stay away from you forever? I asked in a small voice.
    YES! I don't want you to be anywhere near me! I HATE YOU! you cried. I looke down at the floor, my black convers with you name on them and little hearts my twin sister had drawn.
    Alright.... If that's what you want... I muttered as I walked over to you, kissed you on the forehead, and walked out. Your mom wasn't yelling anymore, my mom looked tired from her.
    Let's leave Rail. NOW! Your mother demanded. I watched as you left with her and went into my room. Mimi walked in, closed the door, and sat next to me.

    I'm sure he didn't mean it. she whispered as I leaned against her. I didn't understand. How could someone say you love say I hate you and not mean it? Or that they wanted you to leave them alone forever. I didn't understand when just the other day I had pined you to the floor, put your arms above your head, and kissed you because you wouldn't let me kiss you when we were standing. My sister got up and went to do something as I cried. Within twenty minutes my two closest friends and my sister where sitting next to me. Mimi and Nero saying everything will be okay and Evi just sitting there not saying anything.

    I won't lie to you Demie. It won't be okay for a coupple of months. Then you'll start to get over him, once you relized that there just might be someone out there that's for you. He might have not been the right guy or maybe he was. Maybe you two will get back together someday. But the day that you can look him in the eyes and say that he was just another boy he'll relize that what he had with you is gone. Then he'll relize how much of a moron he really is for letting you go. Evi told me latter that night when everyone was alseep. And if that day doesn't come then well go after him again. She sat there with me all night, not bothering to sneak back home untill early in the morning so she wouldn't get caught for sneaking out on a school night. I didn't go to school that day, I didn't bother to see him because then he'd see how weak I really am without him.