• I have a double personality.
    It's not my fault that I do.
    It's the medication.
    Adderal.
    I have Attention Deficit Disorder (ADD).
    I also have a high IQ.
    I am the smartest girl in the seventh grade at my school.
    I have an extremely hard time paying attention to anything in my classes when off of my medication, yet I'm told by my friends I am more fun and energetic than when I'm on my meds.
    When I'm on my meds, I am basically a perfectionist-calm, think carefully, strict to rules, snap at slack-offs, smart-asses, or even the tiniest mistake, and pay attention to my grades more than to my social status, except for my oh so popular best friend who is just like me when I'm off of my meds.
    The easiest way to tell the difference is in my smile.
    I am always smiling when i"m off of my meds.
    I rarely smile when I'm on my meds.
    I don't want a double personality.
    But I'm extremely nervous whenever I go to school without my meds.
    Before I had my meds, I always got in trouble in class.
    Now, with my meds, I am a teachers ideal student.
    I rely on my medication.
    Yet, I don't want a double personality.
    I would like to be fun, energetic, and happy yet still pay attention and focus on my grades and social status at the same time, but that's not how it works.
    I have to be on my medication for the rest of my life if i don't straighten up.
    The thing is, my disorder is pretty strong on me at my age and it may get worse with age.
    I really wish i could have one personality!