• Hey Syd, I was gonna add that one girl on Facebook. Remember her? Well I was looking through her posts and then I saw the ones about him. When I saw them my heart just fell. She said she loved him so much but no one will ever love him more than I do. Remember that night when you scared me after I said not to and I jumped on him? I was hoping you would so I could. Eve said that his expression wasn't that shocked. She said it was like he just found a million dollars. I was so surprized. but now he's dating that whore Kim. How can she even think of breaking up with him? I would never leave him. I know he would though. I never really thought he cared about me. Remeber when Koral came over to our house and said that he wanted to ask me out but didn't know how? Was she lying to me? When you left I sat on the window ledge for the whole time thinking. Why now? Was she lying? I was too happy to think, 'wait, when did he do that?' Remember that time me and him were sitting on the roof all alone while you were inside? You got mad at us because we wouldn't come down. When you kept sending Koral to talk to us I told him to just say "hi" back the whole time. Remember how mad that made you? He and I laughed so hard after that. We were just talking about our life and about how I was moving. By that time we were lying on our backs looking at the sky. We still had our cornstalks and i had taken my thumb nail and sliced that whole stalk in half. He was so surprized! He said, "I would not wanna make you mad." I laughed so hard at that too. Now we are so far apart. There's nothing you can do but stay my friend. Help cushion my fall. My chest aches so bad now. Only he can heal it but he seems to busy right now. Just stay my friend, okay? Listen to what I have to say, alright? All I can do is cry. Just hope that there's some hope left that he still cares. For now, I'll act as if I'm moving on but I'm not. I'll never forget him. I'll always love him but I have to try to move on. All I have of him is this ache in my chest and a tear stained face.