• I must admit i've had a few. And by a few i mean sedation.
    the curtains are falling the past is vindictive. No more control, no more feelings. Do
    i need a fix or do i need a lover. Help me please!
    my life is blank and i'm shivvering in my empty sweater. My heart is ash,
    my shadow is fading. This
    is one painful illusion. My chest
    is shattered my ribs are bleeding my head is leaking and there's medication that can cure my soul
    nd i don't even know what the ******** that means. i need....someone so ******** it all just put me in a coma! ******** all ******** all
    ******** all ******** all ******** all ******** all, ******** off ******** off ******** off ******** off I'm dead and there's
    no life in a zombie. So ******** all ******** all ******** all ******** all. Bleed me, drain me, put me into
    unconsciounce. i don't want to live, i don't want to feel. ******** all ******** all ******** all ******** it! help me please!