• please close those blinds today
    I don't want to embrace those rays
    there's no point in getting up
    just to try to catch the bus
    and go to school with unopened eyes
    unwilling to hear those ******** lies
    that people keep trying to put in my head
    continously until I'm dead
    and I... don't want to feel
    the glass shards can help me heal
    but I know thats not the way
    a phony act and a useless charade
    I grasp a bottle in my hand
    and thow it into the wall and there it smash
    and those shards, how they fall
    and land on the floor, one and all
    those falling shards
    as they rain in the dark
    It's day and the sun is out
    But I'm in my room lost in the dark
    confined in this space and my mind
    I don't want to be burdened by daily life
    I curl up unwilling to embrace
    my irrelevant role in the human race