• You would think everything is right with me but it's not

    Onthe inside it feels like I've been shot several thousand times

    It feels like I'm dead

    I have this dark cloud of depression always over my head

    It won't ever leave me alone

    Behind my smile and my eyes it's like a dead zone

    You think cuz I smile I'm always happy

    Itz the opposite of what you think Im depressed and unhappy

    My dad did this he said all of these things to me

    Saying " Erie you're so fat and so ugly"

    I've recovered since then I dont think that about myself anymore

    You dont kno about all the pain and heartbreak I had to endure

    I feel like Im two different people I have to be something I'm not in front of my friends

    Im tryna figure out when this lie of my life will ever end

    I dont want people to kno the real me

    Im sad and depressed when I think about what people say bout me

    I wanna kno when I will ever be free off all of these things thats going on inside my head

    Somedays I dont even wanna get out of bed

    I just wanna sit with my head underneath my sheets

    And just think about and listen to my heart beat