• Sometimes I find it hard to deal with life. And when it gets unberable I look at the knife. I rememeber my old habits and how they wont die. But when it comes to fighting them I can say I try. Like alcohol used to be my best friend. When the drinking started I never let it end. Then Id wake up in the morning and feel my head ache and like some divine act id feel the ground shake. I knew I had done wrong to cope with this hell, like my girl used to say "You were doin so well." But, lets not just blame the liqour cause my next vice does it a little quicker.

    I was young when this drug had planted its seed, I hate to admit it but im addicted to weed. Ever since 6th grade thats how the weekend was made, I was the reason all the druggies were gettin paid. Id just sit back and bring it in, never thinking about my issues ever again. And like a stoner kid id bust out the clear eyes while trying to get straight all my different lies. Where was I last night? Not Alex's place but im sure thats what i'll say to my mother's face. And if my nephew asks what I was doin outside, i'll tell him I was on the phone. I cant believe I lied.

    And my other vice, tried to stop it more than twice but I cant help but get relief from such a little slice. Ive been caught and what gave me away was the fact it was 80 degrees out today. I wore a jacket, what a dumb choice cause when my mama saw those cuts I swear she lost her voice. She heard from school I was actin suspicious, but what would you expect with kids so vicious? Of course it sucks getting busted, cause when im around sharp objects I cant be trusted.

    I guess it really doesnt sound like im trying, but what would you expect from someone whos slowly dieing? They destroyed my life, these are my vices and im telling you the truth when I say ive paid the prices. When you do these kind of things the world can turn and in the end you are the only one who feels the burn. I lost a lot of friends and made some people mad but worst of all I lost the best thing I ever had. My girlfriend left me, my friends are gone and the best thing I can do is right this song. That way I can warn you from pickin up a vice, but if you wanna take a chance go ahead and roll the dice.