Alone

• Artist: DJ Psych
• Description: This is (unfortunately) how I feel most of the time.
• Date: 08/28/2008
• Tags: alone sadness depression isolation

I stand in the middle of space, alone.
I feel lonely.
Everyone said he/she would be here.
Everyone promised.
But, where is everyone?
I am alone.
There are rooms all around me, filled with happy people.
They are the people who promised me.
They promised they would listen.
They promised they would comfort me.
They promised they would do anything for me.
They promised.
Yet, I am alone.
They look preoccupied.
They must be preoccupied with their "problems."
They frequently tell me about their "problems."
They don't know real pain.
I'm tired of hearing about their so-called "problems."
When I try to tell them about my pain, they disappear.
Sometimes they half-listen, then give me "advice" like they're experts.
Nobody knows or attempts to understand my pain.
I am alone.
I try to talk to them, but they're too engrossed in their "priorities" to deal with me.
I thought I was their number one priority?
I'm always pushed back for their needs.
Not needs, more like wants.
Looking around at the oh-so-happy people, I scream at the top of my lungs.
Nobody moves.
Nobody even turns around to look.
Nobody cares.
They avoid me.
When I confront them about their avoidance, they claim to really care about me.
They deny my accusations.
It is when I stand alone and see everyone else being happy do I realize my true sadness.
I am alone.

Comments

[Reprogrammed]

I totally know this feeling! It's how I feel all the time crying 5/5 I can really relate to it.

[xZEROxEXISTENCEx]

this is exactly how I feel 5/5

[ii-Blu3 Dayz-ii]

i feel like this all the time crying emo nice job 5/5

[Black Ski]

very cool...

[Malignant Sakito]

I understand that feeling!! >.< its very good!

[Da Fly]

*applause*

[Kuenin]

I like it overall =D
One small thing though, emphasis on words is [should be] already implied in the reading, there is [should be] no need for you to put it there ;]