• like a dam
    not letting the rushes of pain through
    im guarded no protected
    by a shield of uncertainities
    showing signs as it all started to begin
    That.....i wont let myself get hurt again
    With all the heart breaks nd heart aches
    arguing makes the head ache
    cause he wants to love me
    but i just wont let him
    nd we go through h**l
    fighting about my sheilded heart
    about how i push him away
    nd i wont let my guard down
    as we fight
    nd throw fits at each other
    the bitterness builds up within me
    nd rivers of pain hit the dam protection me
    as most weak girls cry...at this point
    nd if i was to ever go there
    did rather cry in his arms
    rather than to cry in the dark