• Here I lie just staring into never ending darkness
    Qestioning my life and existence...
    Life is internal hell yet nobody see's it like I
    Our existance is just a game, nothing is never real
    Always in pain never knowing what to do
    Suicide seems to be my only release from this hell, but...
    i can never leave the ones I love dearly behind.
    The on my physical elf...
    is nothing when compaired to the devastation within my heart.