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• Artist: Ms Make Me Smile
• Description: its about something i want to tell but i cant ,i wont tell because im not burdening them with my pain.its bad enough 2 people have to suffer never mind 4.as a personal note i am sorry to my friend that does know i never meant to hurt you ,i always wanted you to be free of me.if you let yourself i will let go,but only if you choose.thanks for everything. also please comment and tell me what you think in detail if you feel like it.critique loved by me.
• Date: 10/19/2008
• Tags: want

i want them to know with all of my heart
i want them to realise i have problems and i need there help

but never will i tell them
for although a problem shared is a problem halfed
the half needs to go somewhere


and never again will i let that half
be burdened by my friends
never again will i let
my pain,pain them with all my heart i swear this
i will never let them know
with all my heart this will stay

the pain im trapped in
the pain i breath
the pain that engulfs me
with sorrow and regret
as my only company

without the words of kind friends
to change the sorrow and regret
and to give it to themselves

they will save me if they can
but you cant be saved unless you let yourself be saved
for never will i let what is left of me be saved
they will take my pain and sorrow and put it opon themselves
there pain and sorrow will always plaque me

the friend that knows must regret it
as do i regret it
i will save myself on my own for them

by srd sakura

Comments

[Ms Make Me Smile]

thanks for commenting

[freaky kitty1]

o my gosh...i'm soo sorry u have to deal with that.....that must suck i've been thinking of what it says and i should also stop pushing my burdens on others.....thnx for helping me....that really was a lot of help...u should publish that piece of writing....it can change soo many lives u can't even believe.....THNX!!! <3 sad

[Whiskey on Ice]

That was deep, I've been trying to write something like that for a while but I can just never get it. I know how you feel :l

[Im_CRAZY_random]

OMG.
That was deap send me a message so we can talk or something. Hope you get that thing you can't tell off your chest. Cause I know what it's like to hold something in until you just can't take it anymore. And you'll burst if you dont tell. If you message me you can tell me you can trust me. even if you dont know me as kanyone of my friends imma good listener and a great firend if you'd let me. cassandra.
my username is extra-fancyinlove101 please keep holding on.