• This is the last time.
    I promise.

    Honestly, you can believe me.
    I won't go back again.
    I promise.

    Really, I won't do it again.
    I won't surrender to those demons.
    I will not fall back into that black hole.
    I promise.

    I'm not even joking.
    I seriously am going to stop.
    I mean it just takes awhile...
    Little by little I'll let it go.
    I promise.

    Why won't you believe me?!
    I said I wouldn't go all the way back.
    I mean it's only just a little bit...
    It's not as if I'm dealing again.
    I just needed a little pick-me-up.
    I promise.

    God damn it listen to me!
    I'm not out there selling myself for it.
    No, I haven't been seeing that guy again.
    It's not as if I want to be in this situation.
    I'm not going to fall as hard as last time.
    I am completely in control, okay?
    I promise.

    WOULD YOU GET OFF MY F***ING BACK?
    SO what if I happened to slip up a little?
    It's my life, not yours.
    I DON'T WANT YOUR HELP.
    Just leave me alone!
    You don't understand, I NEED it!
    You don't care about me at all.
    I'm done f***ing promising.