• I told myself that you were gone,
    But you're not gone.
    You've been right here beside me
    The entire time.
    And no one seemed to notice
    My slow slips into insanity.

    You've taken me down,
    From all the things I wanted to be.
    You brought me down,
    Just so that I couldn't see
    The light that was supposed to save me.
    How can you be so cruel.?

    All that I've ever wanted,
    All that I've dreamed,
    You've taken away from me.
    But I still hold on to you.
    I still can't let go of you, my love.
    My only friend.

    Yet you sit there and tell me you love me,
    And it's all lies.
    Please don't tell me that you even care,
    For I can't take it, not now,
    Not ever. Not ever again..
    You've brought me down.

    I should've seen it coming,
    But your eyes were so mesmorizing.
    I couldn't look away,
    And now I'm cold and alone again.
    Never to see the light again.
    I've been torn.

    My own demise,
    My own eyes
    That didn't see you there,
    That now haunt me where I stand.
    I'll die before I let go of you,
    Though you've brought my end.

    I can't let go of you,
    However many times I try to see.
    You won't leave me.
    But can't you see that you're not real,
    And I know it hurts to face the truth,
    But you'll go on without me. I swear it.

    To begin with, you weren't ever real.
    You were only there for me,
    And I loved you, oh so much,
    But I can't keep lying to myself.
    Only you, only true.
    You've brought the end of me. My demise.