• these memories haunt me
    abuse, permanent scars
    emotionally challenged
    i have a reservation
    as vip in hell
    good little boy gone mad
    the chemical inbalance
    problems that i have

    anxiety, depression, suicidal menace
    cold blooded killer
    clinically insane
    masked horror,
    pale,
    destroyed

    i tried to start over,
    but couldnt find the cure,
    hurting myself at night time,
    killing others at day,
    the feeling that it gives me,
    can be explained no other way

    anxiety, depression, suicidal menace,
    cold blooded killer,
    clinically insane,
    masked horror,
    pale,
    destroyed

    i get a rush of anger,
    i get a happy feeling,
    the way it takes me over,
    i have no self control,
    if it breathes it dies,
    i dont mean no harm,
    i just need my dose,
    of rape, hate, and murder,
    the crimes i commit,
    i dont give a sh*t

    anxiety, depression, suicidal menace,
    cold blooded killer,
    clinically insane,
    masked horror,
    pale,
    destroyed

    he made me suffer,
    and pay for all my sins,
    he stalked,
    through darkness,
    he followed,
    he took me from behind,
    the feeling it gave inside,
    to have the knife to my throat,
    i discovered what i had done,
    and what my victims felt,

    anxiety, depression, suicidal menace,
    cold blooded killer,
    clinically insane,
    masked horror,
    pale,
    destroyed

    i lay on the cement,
    drowning in my blood,
    i feel the hate come back,
    and the power build inside,
    i pull myself,
    up from the ground,
    i follow after him,
    with my machete,
    i follow...