• I'm trying my best! I am trying my best! Why do these words not seem to mean anything to you?
    Is it because you're unsure if they're true?
    Nay... there's a different reason.
    I might as well turn myself in for committing (self)treason...
    I can no longer talk to you the same way anymore
    and it makes me want to go beat my head against the door.
    I could never tell you how much I was trying, how much I cared
    Those feelings were never actually shared..
    I cannot blame you for not caring...
    I simply was never in the mood for sharing...
    All those times it must have seemed like I was taunting you I was just trying to cope
    I am really sorry I never spoke
    I miss you
    please believe these words.. they're true.