• urr why can't they see me?
    I'm not that girl i was last year.
    I've grown with that person she's still here
    but can't you see there different parts of me?
    I'm not always happy I'm not always good I'm not some saint !
    so yes i changed
    i was not this way before but you have to accept and stop pulling my away from who i am
    so i do stupid things sometimes
    stop yelling!
    i know i messed up i won't do it again but can't you leave me alone!!
    i hear you i do but sometime i just don't care.
    because i say i understand doesn't mean I'll change
    I'm sorry I'm me what can i say.
    alot of decisions got me this way.
    i might not be perfect or your shining star
    but you should be happy that I'm happy with who i am.
    even if I'm not your here to support me right?
    so where have you been when i needed support
    oh thats right you telling me i was worng that i shouldn't have done this
    when i needed you the most you made me feel bad angry mad
    so now you can see you can't change me no matter how hard you try
    i change my self and right now I'm just fine.