• Just once,
    I wanna have my own space when im feeling down
    I wanna be left alone, not surrounded by other.
    Not being asked why im always upset.

    Just once,
    i'd like someone to talk to.
    Someone i could look in the eye and tell all my worries.
    Someone who i know wont judge me.
    Who's always there for me.

    Just once,
    I wanna hang with my friends and have a good time.
    I want to go where i want, when i want.
    I dont wanna have limits.

    Just once,
    i wanna be free.
    I want to enjoy life and always see it at its best.

    Just once,
    I don't wanna be so confused.
    i don't wanna worry all the time.
    I don't wanna cry every night.

    Just once,
    I wish i could face the fact.
    I'm never getting out.
    i'll never be free.
    I'll never find someone who likes me for me.
    . . .
    And then it happen.
    So amazing how even
    the smallest spark of hope
    could make someone feel so free.

    Odd, how it only took one person
    Just one
    To give the hope that was lost for so long.

    And then comes the question.
    How long?

    How long will this wonderful feeling last.?
    Will the promises made be kept?
    So many questions
    and. . .

    just once,
    I wish i knew the answers.