• I sometimes forget all relationships aren't one sided,
    I say things that don t get you excited.
    I kill the thing you once cherished,
    i make it so you want to perish.
    I wait for the punishment of my sin,
    i see that you don't plan to begin.
    I try not to see the passionate tears that will fall,
    I try my best not to cause them at all.
    i want you to forgive me,
    i want you to out live me.
    i see the look in your eye and want to cry,
    i caused it all, it is all on my side.
    i want to see you smile again as said before,
    i don't want to allow you to walk out that door.
    i love you and want u .
    i hope you eventually want me.