• Awaking with emotion like the day has stood still.
    Awaking with consuming thoughts of suicide that trouble my thoughts.
    Awaking with the thought of Pain being brought to me by my father.
    Awaking with no more mother.
    Awaking with death and sarrow including into my body
    Awaking with the soul of a angle but slepping with the soul of a devil
    Awaking with no love no life and no soul.
    awaking with nothing