• I WOKE UP IN DARKNESS NO LITE NO NUTHIN JUST IN A CORNER HAVIN 2 CRY MYSELF ASLEEP EVERYTIME I WAS TIRED. AND HAVIN 2 STARVE MYSELF 4 3 DAYS NO FOOD NO WATER ONCE AGAIN I FELT LIKE DIS WAS ANOTHER ATTEMPT FROM MY PARENTS TO TRY AND KILL ME.I WAS COMPLETLEY TOURTERD AND FELT LIKE COMMITING SUCIDE AND I WAS READY 4 IT AND STILL IM TODAY IM NOT AFRAID OF DEATH RITE NOW IM AFRAID OF LIVING CUZ I DNT KNO WUT THERE NXT ATTEMPT WILL B TO TOURTURE ME OR EVEN WORSE KILL ME.AND YET I WONDER Y GOD GAVE ME LIFE IF I CANT LIVE LIFE WITHOUT BEIN HURT IN A WAY OR BEIN HEARTBROKEN.AND TODAY I STILL WAIT 4 THAT 1 PERSON 2 COME IN MY ROOM WHEN IM SAD OR CRYING 2 COME AND B MY SAVIOR AND GIVE ME A HUG AND SAY FORGET DA PPL WHO HATE U AND THINK OF THE PEOPLE WHO LOVE U! BUT THE THING IS IM NOT REALLY SURE WHO DOES LOVE ME. ALL I KNO IS ITS NOT MY PARENTS.