• It's too confusing.
    I'M too confusing.
    Anything I want.
    It's so hard to get.

    I'm afraid to make a fool of myself.
    To be proved wrong.
    To be told different.
    Especially when it comes to things like this.

    It kills me.
    Maybe It's not for me.
    I'm not ready.
    I've always thought I was.
    But, alas I've proved myself wrong.

    Like I said I was afraid to do.
    And I did it to myself.
    Experience would be best.

    It's always hard for me to show these kinds of feelings.
    It just makes me feel dumb and ignorant.