• I've been very patient, In the loneliness of my dark room.
    Siting in the shadows, looking at these flawless pictures of him.

    I presume,
    he won't come back
    wondering, waiting, if one day
    my heart will scab over.
    I have a panic attack day-after-day.
    And the anxiety just gets worse.


    In my rememberance,
    The rewind, replay, repeat button, are overly used.
    I don't want him to go away.
    The pain just keeps eating away like maggots, at my destroyed heart, it is the loss, my loss of his tender sweet love.

    Maybe he'll never fade away, but he's just so far and away.

    I've waited for so long, realizing that I wasted time.
    My heart has become as rotten as hell, my mind burns fire, it's fierce

    I draw my final breath BOOOOOOOOM and now all the pain, and depression is gone.
    The emptiness I've felt for so long, is gone.
    I sink to the bottom of the ocean, and finally there's peace.