• i look into my past thinking i wont last some people contrast i see myself dying but do u see me whining? i see the world at its end but they think its pretend i see heaven above but i need a little shove everything seems so tight even my sight i feel like im about to break, its like everything is fake ur all a big lie u just make me wanna cry i dont think im alive if i am i cant survive i dont wanna fight but its the only thing tht seems right